Suicide is just a moment. This is how she described it to me. For just a moment, it doesn’t matter that you’ve got people who love you and the sun is shining and there’s a movie coming out this weekend that you’ve been dying to see. It hits you all of a sudden that nothing is ever going to be okay, ever, and you kind of dare yourself. You pick up a knife and press it gently to your skin, you look out a nineteenth-story window and you think, I could just do it. I could just do it. And most of the time, you look at the height and you get scared, or you think about the poor people on the sidewalk below - what if there are kids coming home from school and they have to spend the rest of their lives trying to forget this terrible thing you’re going to make them see? And the moment’s over. You think about how sad it would’ve been if you never got to see that movie, and you look at your dog and wonder who would’ve taken care of her if you had gone. And you go back to normal. But you keep it there in your mind. Even if you never take yourself up on it, it gives you a kind of comfort to know that the day is yours to choose. You tuck it away in your brain like sour candy tucked in your cheek, and the puckering memory it leaves behind, the rough pleasure of running your tongue over its strange terrain, is exactly the same. The day was hers to choose, and perhaps in that treetop moment when she looked down and saw the yard, the world, her life, spread out below her, perhaps she chose to plunge toward it headlong. Perhaps she saw before her a lifetime of walking on the ruined earth and chose instead a single moment in the air.

Carolyn Parkhurst, The Dogs of Babel

(Source: larmoyante)

#suicide  #quote  
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∞ 1 week ago

Suicide note #1

uglyuglyugly:

I can’t handle living in this world anymore.
I can’t handle being alone on this planet,
nor surrounded by the people on it.

I can’t live with the things that I’ve done,
the things that have been done to me,
and the things that I never will do.

I can’t live with the things I know.
So I won’t.

#poetry  #suicide  #me  #truth  
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∞ 1 week ago

American military veterans now kill themselves at a rate of one every 80 minutes.

uglyuglyugly:

Here’s a window into a tragedy within the American military: For every soldier killed on the battlefield this year, about 25 veterans are dying by their own hands.

An American soldier dies every day and a half, on average, in Iraq or Afghanistan. Veterans kill themselves at a rate of one every 80 minutes. More than 6,500 veteran suicides are logged every year — more than the total number of soldiers killed in Afghanistan and Iraq combined since those wars began.

#war  #usa  #soldiers  #suicide  #this says something  
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∞ 1 month ago

(Source: bestofpostsecret)

#postsecret  #suicide  #family  #war  #iraq  #secrets  
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∞ 1 month ago

Suicide note #4

uglyuglyugly:

It’s funny how
Love can go
From being the
Reason you live
To the reason
You kill yourself

#suicide  #poetry  #love  
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∞ 1 month ago

Before I die

bumbeagle:

For years, I’ve had this tiny treasure chest sitting on my shelf. I instructed my brother, that if I were to die some day, to open it and read everything inside.

It contains all the notes I’ve written whenever I contemplated suicide.

One of them, dated December 26th, 2006 @2:00am, stood out the most. It was written after my family had left me to celebrate Christmas alone, eating leftovers while watching reruns of Friends. I was 14 at that time.

“Don’t they know how depressing it is to wake up and be too tired to do anything? I want to enjoy the beauty of life but I’m too beat up, dragging my sore body around like it’s a punishment to be awake. I should cherish my life, love myself a bit more, but I can’t. I hate myself. I want to kill myself. But me writing this proves that there’s still some hope. I’m scared to die because I’m afriad I’ll miss out on something.”

Dear 14-year-old-me:

Thank you for holding on. You didn’t miss out on anything. Your life is amazing right now and it couldn’t be better. 

#life  #suicide  #perserverence  #death  #hope  
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∞ 2 months ago

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

frenchedfries:

Dia Frampton ft. Kid Cudi - Don’t Kick the Chair

Have you ever felt like everybody’s watching
Waiting for you to lose
Have you ever felt like you’re living in a spotlight
Searching for the real you
Tell me have you ever woken up
Just to wish you could close your eyes
Getting hard to find a friend in a city like this
Where you can’t even trust a smile

There are lonely nights when you see no hope
And you’re feeling short of breath
Like a whole damn world is a braided rope
In a noose around your neck

Don’t kick the chair
It’s gonna get better
Don’t kick the chair
It can only get better

Have you ever felt love, really really felt love
The kind that could save a life
But right before you know it you find out in a moment
You’re gonna have to say goodbye

There are lonely nights when you see no hope
And you’re feeling short of breath
Like the whole damn world is a braided rope
In a noose around your neck 

Don’t kick the chair
It’s gonna get better
Don’t kick the chair
It can only get better 

Just the song I needed to hear.

#life  #humanity  #suicide  #hardship  #kid cudi  #dia frampton  #music  
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∞ 3 months ago

Mother bear kills cub and then itself

The Chinese media has reported on an extraordinary account of a mother bear saving her cub from a life of torture by strangling it and then killing itself.

The bears were kept in a farm located in a remote area in the North-West of China. The bears on the farm had their gall bladders milked daily for ‘bear bile,’ which is used as a remedy in Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM).

It was reported that the bears are kept in tiny cages known as ‘crush cages’, as the bears have no room to manoeuvre and are literally crushed.

The bile is harvested by making a permanent hole or fistula in the bears’ abdomen and gall bladder.

As the hole is never closed, the animals are suspect to various infections and diseases including tumours, cancers and death from peritonitis.

The bears are fitted with an iron vest, as they often try to kill themselves by hitting their stomach as they are unable to bear the pain.

A person who was on the farm in place of a friend witnessed the procedures and told Reminbao.com that they were inhumane.

The witness also claimed that a mother bear broke out its cage when it heard its cub howl in fear before a worker punctured its stomach to milk the bile.

The workers ran away in fear when they saw the mother bear rushing to its cub’s side.

Unable to free the cub from its restraints, the mother hugged the cub and eventually strangled it.

It then dropped the cub and ran head-first into a wall, killing itself.

Many TCM practitioners have denounced the use of bear bile in their treatment as there are cheaper herbs and synthetics that can be used in its place.

Bear bile is traditionally used to remove ‘heat’ from the body as well as treat high fever, liver ailments and sore eyes.

When in nature would animals ever commit suicide? The only animal on this planet that could ever put another animal through enough torture to push it to that extent is a HUMAN. Fuck sakes, look at what we do to each other.

#suicide  #animals  #bears  #torture  #china  #asia  #farm  #medicine  #tradition  #animal cruelty  
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∞ 9 months ago

Suicide Note of a Gay Teen

The following suicide note was written by Steven, a 16-year-old high school student who happens to be gay. After he wrote this note he attempted suicide by taking an overdose of medication.

He survived.

He was hospitalized, treated, and not long after his suicide attempt, moved with his family to another state.

Steven was suffering from severe depression when he wrote this note. And I don’t know how anyone who was mistreated, bullied, threatened, and emotionally tortured like Steven would not become severely depressed - and suicidal.

I have left the note intact, complete with misspellings, grammatical errors, and profanity, except for inserting “[name removed]” in the place of some names.

Steven’s suicide note is extremely disquieting to read. And it is one more reminder of the outrageous bullying that some ignorant losers direct towards young gays and lesbians.

As you read this note, put yourself in Steven’s shoes, and try to BEGIN to feel the hell that he endured.

Steven is a very special young man.

We love you Steven,

Kevin Caruso

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WARNING:

Please be advised that there is extensive profanity in this suicide note.

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I am sorry to the people that I love but I cant fucking take it anymore. So I am gay. Why dooes everyone hate me becaus of that. Fuck them. I have been punched and spit on andcalled faggot, queer, loser, pussy, fag boy. Some asshole painted faggot on my locker. Some people do not talk to me. Fuck them, fuck everyone, I hate this fucking life know. I am so fucking tired of the shit. I hve receved hate letters telling me to leave school telling me that faggots aren’t welcome and that I am a fag.

I am scared.and I am tiredand I cant take any more. Yesterday in the locker room some assholes said steven is such a pussy and faggot. He is an ugnly stupid faggotand we should kill him. And they knew that I could hear them. Idont know what to fucking thing now. Is it better that they kill me or I kill myselfi don’t fucking know. Ijust want to die and that is all so I don’t have to put up with this fucking shit. They don’t know shit . then are just fucked asshles. So I neeed to stop all of this fucking shit now. they don’t fucking know me they are all asshles. I hate everyone know. Iam a better person than any pone of themand I fucking know that for sure. I don’t want to be such a fuckng problem for my family either. Afterall you have a fag for a son. Why do people need to do thisand we did nothing. They should all be in prison.they are horrible I hate eveyht fucking one so fuck ethem.

I know this that they are assholes. I wish that they could feel this shti that I feel then see what they do. Theycould not fucking take itand I know that withouc a doube.so why is this life so fucked.why I just am going to end eveythihng now this is it I need to kill myself I love many people mom and dad I love you and you didn’t do anything bad I hat e life and this is why I have to die I am scared and iam tired of being laughted at made fun of beaten up and threatened and shit and and feeling like shit. Fuckfuckfuckfuck I just need to die. Don’t be mad. Be happy that allt he bad shit I feel is goint fo be over finaly forever. God will understand,and I know that. Maybe jesus was gay. How do we know anyting. Maybe god is gay. I am gay and I should not be fucked over because of that. So fucking what. People are just too stupid. I am like evey fuckin otgher person just I am gay so fucking whant. Assholes. I should paint asshole on everyones locker before I die. Ijust font care anyhmore I need to go.i am so scared now. I now I need to die but I will be fine after I am dead. I am so sure of that because god will take care of me. I never did anything wrong and I know ai will go to heaven. And I hpe the assholes go to hell. What is a faggot someone ell me. I am just like fucking eveynie else godfuckshit.

So [name removed] told me, why are you a faggot. Do you like to fuck guys fag boy. He said do you want to fuck me fag boy. If you try I will beat the hell out of you fag boy. You like guys little fag boy. You wnt to just fuck guysso what the fcuk is wrong with you fag boy. You are just a pussy stupid fag boy. You are such an ugly fag boy no faggot would even fuck an uglyfagg boiy like you. Then he laughed. So what am I supposted to do. He is big. He cold beat the shit out of me. So I do nothing and he laughs at me, and I go homeand higde and cry . then I think about comitting suicide agaoin. I have thought for a long time about comiting suicide. I need to kill myself.no other asshole is going to kill me. I wil commit suicide and I will have peace and be freed. So I need to do this. Yhou must understand. I can not live one more day. I will be so happy in heaven. I can just be normal like everyone else. I will not be the faggot, the queer, the fag boy, the pussy.

I have wanted to be dead for so long. I don’t really know how I made it as far as thisbecase i jujst think about being dead. I am never happy. Why did so many people lie to me. I wish I never told anyone I am gay.why the fuck did I do that. [name removed] started this. I wish she was dead. i trusted her. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuk asshole. Cant I tll anyone. So I tell [name removed] because I was so fucking tired of hiding every day. And she tells everyone. Fuck herthe bitch. I hate her. She killed me.

I love you mom and dad.because even though you did not undertand maybe you loved me and said I was fine and you would help me.but at school it was like being in hell. Iwas burning in hell eery day. I dould not tell you edeverythin thatwas happening. I did not want you to worryaboyut me. I coulnd not do that do you. I hope that youwill forgive me.plese forgive me. And rememberme when I was happy. And I am not a faggot I am a person that is all. Why was I a gay though, why me, why whey why why I always ask. I will never know. God must have wanted me to be with him now because he is tlling me to kill myself. I think that anywayse. And I know I need to commit suicide soon. But you need to know why. Don’t be sad. You wont have a faggot son anymore. So you will be happy. No more burden for you. Tell every0ne I got sick or something it doesn’t matter I just cant go on one day more I cannot fucking go on. No nofuckthi w wourld and everyone but I dnot mean you Ilove you mom and dad and I do have some rfriends and not many but most everyone is a stupid asshole and I hlpe that they get sick and die. I hate them for whant they did and most of all [name removed] because she started it all. I hate her hate her hater her hate her hater her she is the faggot if faggot means andyithing bad not me. And why doew fag have to mean anything bad , but I am gay not a fag and just a person like anyone wlse.

I know that life is horible now. It is not worth living. It really is not worth living. Why should I go on. You must understand me. I cant do throgu h this any more. Of fucki cant. I am scared everyday. I feel like shit everyday I don’t want to go out anymore. I never want to go to school how can I learn anyting.i cant I don’t care. Grades so what and then I will work and people will call me fag I will always be a fag to them. Assholes assholes fuckfuckfkk

No I wont let anyone else hurt me. That is anyother reason why I will commit suicide. Nobody will hurt me agaoin ever erer. No one will call me a fag or a queer or a pussy or a fag boy or anything. Nobody is going to spit on me again. Or write faggot on my lockoer of send me letters telling me that I should go to anothershcool because I am a faggot or say they should kill me because I am an ugly faggot and they should kill me. Or that I am an ugly faggot and noother faggot would fuck me. Who says I want to fuck or when or why or where. Whaty do they knowthey talk about fucking girls. I never talk about anyutint assholes fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

[name removed] started this shit and she should be imprison forever. Now I cnat stop cryuing I ma so fucked up my head is so fucked up mom and dad I am sorry. I need to die just undertand. Please understand and neverstop loving me. It is not your.and don’t be sadplease never be sad. Ifeel so sick not ikind of feel happy to because I know know it will be over soon. I don’t khow about ahat everything will be like ima kind of scared too. But I have to die nowbecause I can not take one more day ican not take one mor fucking day of them saying fag queer, hittng me spittin at me. They spit on me. God dam assholes. And [name removed] said that he was going tostick a broom stick up my assbecause he said that that is what I like. Asshole.illstick it up his ass asshole. Why did all of this happen my head is just so fucked up ia m sad always. I don’t remember when iwas happy. It was so long ago, or was I ever happy . can faggots be happy. I don’t knowbut I am not a faggot they are faggots and I am a person. I feel so much paing all of thetime I guessyou could say that I anm like numb. Because I am. Just pain all pain. And I hate the pain. I am always sad. Assholes. Andi hurt like shit. It is like they beat the hellout ofme with their stupid words. I guess that they do. They don’t win I will winbecause iwill be happy and they are hotiblepeople.fudk I cant stop crying byt I am very happy to it is weird. I guess I am cryingbecause I am sorry mom and dadbut I am hppy that I will be in heaven and no moreattakces. Is being a faggot mean you are inwariam fuckfuckfuck

Itewqa on tuestdy that ithouth antoerther antoe fuckufuckfuckfuck. It was on tuestday fucking tuestday I am dead soon and haqppy fuck I should have a partey. I am just a person.they are they fucking fags.

I need towrite a poem
i will name iti am not a fag

I am not a fag
You are the fags
Remember that
I am a person
You say faggot faggot queer queer but you don’t know anyting
I know that you are stupid assholes and that is more than you know

What is heavenreally like mom and dad. I hope it is all that not here. And don’t be sad because you will be with meagaoin. I know I know.

I am getting happier now. I am becauseit is all ending now. I want you to know that I feel good now. I think I feel really good now , yes I do. I am not crying anymore and I am rfeeling happy. I think I will be happy in heaven no longer a faggot just a person. The real faggots are tthem

I have to say goodbye now so don’t be sad. Please never be sad. I am happy. I am really happy now. Everying will be fine I am happeire that I have ever been because it is all over.

Goodbye I love you mom and dad but I hate almost everyone else. Don’t be sad.

I am happy now.

(Source: myholigay)

#suicide  #LGBT  #death  #bullying  #hate  #depression  #life  
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∞ 1 year ago
Four teen suicides related to anti-LGBT bullying that have made headlines this month. So maybe the word should be used in its other context — how about flipping the script and looking at the tolerance of hate by our culture, schools and elected officials? Why do school officials tolerate anti-LGBT bullying? Why aren’t there anti-LGBT bullying policies in place in the majority of states in this country? Why are TV shows still airing anti-gay and transphobic jokes? Why did CNN not even mention that Tyler Clementi was gay? Click the image for the rest of the article from feministing. I really feel grateful for living in Canada, not that I believe we are entirely free of these issues, but because well… I’ve never personally seen things get this bad. Realizing all the support that we’ve had for our high school’s GSA makes me so happy and actually makes me feel safe. Good luck America, keep fighting that fight.

Four teen suicides related to anti-LGBT bullying that have made headlines this month.

So maybe the word should be used in its other context — how about flipping the script and looking at the tolerance of hate by our culture, schools and elected officials? Why do school officials tolerate anti-LGBT bullying? Why aren’t there anti-LGBT bullying policies in place in the majority of states in this country? Why are TV shows still airing anti-gay and transphobic jokes? Why did CNN not even mention that Tyler Clementi was gay?

Click the image for the rest of the article from feministing.

I really feel grateful for living in Canada, not that I believe we are entirely free of these issues, but because well… I’ve never personally seen things get this bad. Realizing all the support that we’ve had for our high school’s GSA makes me so happy and actually makes me feel safe. Good luck America, keep fighting that fight.

#LGBT  #hate  #tolerance  #bullying  #suicide  
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∞ 1 year ago

Today I crossed the Golden Gate bridge

and didn’t jump off.

#san francisco  #golden gate bridge  #suicide  
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∞ 1 year ago
thatfreak: Undercover Report From Foxconn’s Hell FactoryChinese newspaper Southern Weekly sent 20-year-old reporter Liu Zhi Yi undercover in Foxconn’s factory in Shenzhen, China. For 28 days, he experienced dreadful conditions that the factory’s 400,000 employees endure, churning out iPods, iPads, and iPhones for Apple nonstop.Interesting. This really doesn’t make me feel good about owning one ipod. There’s no doubt about it. The Foxconn suicides were caused by job stress. Within half a year, there have been nine suicides attempts with seven confirmed deaths at Foxconn’s Shenzhen factory. In the last month, that number suddenly increased to 30 new suicide attempts, prompting the company to hire counselors and even Buddhist monks to free the souls of the suicidal from purgatory.Foxconn is one of Apple’s main manufacturer contractors. Thousands of Mac minis, iPods, iPhones and iPads are assembled daily in the Shenzhen factory, which runs 24/7. The company also produces some products for Intel, Dell, and HP, among others.………..Another worker spoke about one of the favorite activities in the factory lines: He likes to drop stuff on the floor. Why? Workers spend achingly up to eight hours standing up, so they feel that squatting down to grab a fallen object is the most restful moment of their working day.Holy hell. I feel so shitty to be writing on this Macbook right now. I hate reading the argument that that’s China and $130 a month is a lot better than other places there even if it’s nothing in America. Just because it’s better than nothing doesn’t make it right. If you’re going to make my iPod $1000 because you’re going to have to give them proper breaks in proportion to the amount of hours they’re working, work benefits or sick days or health insurance then so be it if that is what someone’s basics rights are worth. Maybe then the spoiled brats of North America (ahem, that’s you and I) will start cherishing what they already have and stop throwing their toys away to the latest model.Apparently this article leaves a lot out from the original, but I can’t read Chinese :( If anyone is willing to translate….Here’s the summary of the previous incidents this year: 2010 May 14th: 21yrs old Male worker Liang, falls death from his 7th floor dormitory, four stab wounds was found on his body and a bloody knife was also found at the scene, police have been involved in the investigation. 2010 May 11th: 24yrs old Zhu Chen Ming, falls death by jumping down from her house on 9 floors, she was a worker from the Foxconn’s operation line, due to victim’s personal privacy and giving respect to her family, no further information has disclosed. 2010 May 6th: 24yrs old Hu Xin, after 6 months working in Foxconn as engineer, falls death by jumping down from his dormitory, it was suspected he has serious emotional conflicts. 2010 April 7th: 18yrs old female worker Ling, falls death by jumping down from her dormitory, reasons of death unknown. 2010 April 7th: A 22yrs old Foxconn male worker and her parents were found to be unconscious inside their house, after emergency rescue, it was unable to save the man’s life, investigation still in progress. 2010 April 6th: 18yrs old female worker Rao, jump down from her 7th floor dormitory, badly injured, it was suspected she have emotional conflicts with her boyfriend. 2010 March 29th: 23yrs old Male worker Liu, falls death from his 14th floor dormitory, wearing his working uniform and only underwear, investigation still in progress. 2010 March 17th: New employee Tian Yu, jump down from her 3rd floor dormitory, hit on the first floor and badly injured, she indicate that she has a hard life and end up commit suicide. 2010 Jan 23th: 19yrs old Male worker Ma Xiang Qian, mystery found dead at Foxconn’s dormitory, suspected of being beaten to death. After police investigation, it was first reported as sudden death, later become ‘Cause of death unknown’, and after Ma’s families apply for re-autopsy, the reason behind the death was defined as ‘High-fall death’.

thatfreak:

Undercover Report From Foxconn’s Hell Factory

Chinese newspaper Southern Weekly sent 20-year-old reporter Liu Zhi Yi undercover in Foxconn’s factory in Shenzhen, China. For 28 days, he experienced dreadful conditions that the factory’s 400,000 employees endure, churning out iPods, iPads, and iPhones for Apple nonstop.

Interesting. This really doesn’t make me feel good about owning one ipod.

There’s no doubt about it. The Foxconn suicides were caused by job stress. Within half a year, there have been nine suicides attempts with seven confirmed deaths at Foxconn’s Shenzhen factory. In the last month, that number suddenly increased to 30 new suicide attempts, prompting the company to hire counselors and even Buddhist monks to free the souls of the suicidal from purgatory.

Foxconn is one of Apple’s main manufacturer contractors. Thousands of Mac minis, iPods, iPhones and iPads are assembled daily in the Shenzhen factory, which runs 24/7. The company also produces some products for Intel, Dell, and HP, among others.

………..

Another worker spoke about one of the favorite activities in the factory lines: He likes to drop stuff on the floor. Why? Workers spend achingly up to eight hours standing up, so they feel that squatting down to grab a fallen object is the most restful moment of their working day.

Holy hell. I feel so shitty to be writing on this Macbook right now. I hate reading the argument that that’s China and $130 a month is a lot better than other places there even if it’s nothing in America. Just because it’s better than nothing doesn’t make it right. If you’re going to make my iPod $1000 because you’re going to have to give them proper breaks in proportion to the amount of hours they’re working, work benefits or sick days or health insurance then so be it if that is what someone’s basics rights are worth. Maybe then the spoiled brats of North America (ahem, that’s you and I) will start cherishing what they already have and stop throwing their toys away to the latest model.

Apparently this article leaves a lot out from the original, but I can’t read Chinese :( If anyone is willing to translate….

Here’s the summary of the previous incidents this year:

  • 2010 May 14th: 21yrs old Male worker Liang, falls death from his 7th floor dormitory, four stab wounds was found on his body and a bloody knife was also found at the scene, police have been involved in the investigation.
  • 2010 May 11th: 24yrs old Zhu Chen Ming, falls death by jumping down from her house on 9 floors, she was a worker from the Foxconn’s operation line, due to victim’s personal privacy and giving respect to her family, no further information has disclosed.
  • 2010 May 6th: 24yrs old Hu Xin, after 6 months working in Foxconn as engineer, falls death by jumping down from his dormitory, it was suspected he has serious emotional conflicts.
  • 2010 April 7th: 18yrs old female worker Ling, falls death by jumping down from her dormitory, reasons of death unknown.
  • 2010 April 7th: A 22yrs old Foxconn male worker and her parents were found to be unconscious inside their house, after emergency rescue, it was unable to save the man’s life, investigation still in progress.
  • 2010 April 6th: 18yrs old female worker Rao, jump down from her 7th floor dormitory, badly injured, it was suspected she have emotional conflicts with her boyfriend.
  • 2010 March 29th: 23yrs old Male worker Liu, falls death from his 14th floor dormitory, wearing his working uniform and only underwear, investigation still in progress.
  • 2010 March 17th: New employee Tian Yu, jump down from her 3rd floor dormitory, hit on the first floor and badly injured, she indicate that she has a hard life and end up commit suicide.
  • 2010 Jan 23th: 19yrs old Male worker Ma Xiang Qian, mystery found dead at Foxconn’s dormitory, suspected of being beaten to death. After police investigation, it was first reported as sudden death, later become ‘Cause of death unknown’, and after Ma’s families apply for re-autopsy, the reason behind the death was defined as ‘High-fall death’.
    • #Apple  #Foxconn  #China  #suicide  #rights  
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    ∞ 2 years ago

    LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

     & hurt like hell in the process

    LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

    Real women aren't perfect; perfect women aren't real.

    x vegan.
    x wanderlust.
    x fuck the system.
    ♥
    x how to love & hurt fully.
    x be creative, be amazing.
    x words to live by.

    Just trying to stay real & honest as humanly possible.

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    You think you know someone,
    but you have no idea.