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Things are waaaaaaaaay too serious. Time to calm the fuck down.
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Reading people’s experiences on couchsurfing.org makes me want to travel so badly. Why am I job hunting instead of getting out there. Fuuuck.
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Okay, I can’t get sucked in. I can’t let these high school attitudes get the best of me. I refuse to be pulled down to their level. I didn’t come this far just to take three steps back.
I can’t help compare how I’m feeling right now to how I felt a year ago. Right now I feel really lost, but I now realize the vital difference between now and back then. It is amazing how being away from all your friends can make such a positive impact on your life. You have so much more time and energy to just focus solely on yourself. You aren’t busy trying to listen to insignificant problems, keep up on the gossip, or exchange bitter judgements on other people. I mean, the hanging out and having someone there for you is nice, but that’s not the shit that weighs you down. That’s not the shit that makes you just as bad as they are.
I am staying awake. I can’t keep going back to them. I need to also go back to myself. I need balance.
It’s a Saturday night and I’m spending it alone, and I’m also completely sober. Things are good.
— Steven Chbosky (The Perks of Being a Wallflower)
This truly gives dialogue to the experience I’m having right now. It’s funny how I saved this quote in particular after reading the book. It’s as if I knew, somewhere down the road, this would apply to my life. It freaks me out, dealing with the changes. It’s not that I’m so afraid of new things, it’s that I look at old things with new eyes. And it’s almost heartbreaking to find out that all the things I knew to be beautiful were actually very ugly. My bubble’s been burst and suddenly I’m breathing different air. But it’s also okay. I know that. I’m just still getting used to it. I’m slowly building up another bubble.